Monthly Archives: December 2014

I miss being a nanny

I miss Jacob, Taylor, Megan, and Brandon. I miss them all. I can’t imagine loving children any harder than I did them and still do. People tell me that I’ll love my own children even more but I can’t imagine … Continue reading

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Christmas will be different this year

It will be quieter. Between the lack of money and my mother having back fusion surgery only a week and a half ago thing are very different this year. There are no presents under the tree. In fact the only … Continue reading

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Paige Rawl

Recently I’ve been reading Positive, a memoir about Paige Rawl. I haven’t finished the book but I have gotten to the third part of the book and I am angry. I’m angry because I can relate so much and that … Continue reading

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I Have Hope

Lately my body has not been cooperating¬†with my mind. Everyday without fail for the last few weeks I have woken up at 6:30Am and today was no exception. Something you people probably don’t know is that once I wake up … Continue reading

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I know my calling

After years of struggling with what I am meant to do I think I’ve finally figured it out. I’ve always wanted to share my story through public speaking and writing. I’ve known I was born to write since I was … Continue reading

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Sometimes the truth hurts

And sometimes my heart aches, especially late at night. I’ve realized that I need to face the truth and the truth is hard to type out, let alone say out loud. The truth? I think I am horribly¬†ugly. Which won’t … Continue reading

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