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I’m Getting Antsy

Well it’s been 24 days since I entered treatment and I’ve been given my first pass home for the night last Sunday. I was excited to be home, thrilled actually but I was also nervous. This, my home is where … Continue reading

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A War Shed of Hunger

With long hair and short eyelashes, She wonders if she would ever be beautiful, Surrounded by women half her size, The tattooed belief “thin is in” on her bones burns And she realizes that an ongoing battle will rage for … Continue reading

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Will I Be In Recovery Forever?

Not long ago I believed myself to be fully recovered from my eating disorder. However, I’ve come to realize that I was simply going through an easy part of my life. A comfortable and familiar part. Working two jobs I … Continue reading

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Do You Believe in Life after Love?

I was posed this question in one of my classes today and was asked to do a free write about it for 7 minutes. This is what I came up with: Life, can it continue on after love? In romantic … Continue reading

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It’s Barely a Whisper…

I always feared this day would happen. The day I realize that the eating disorder voice I’ve tried so hard to silence can still be heard. And although it’s faint, barely a whisper; it terrifies me. I don’t weigh myself … Continue reading

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Love and Respect Your Body

“Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.” … Continue reading

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A War Within Ourselves

I firmly believe that every generation has their own war to fight. my parents dealt with the conflict in Iraq. While my grandparents fought against Vietnam. It seems as if everyone have someone else to fight. but my generation is … Continue reading

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